My darling Steve Its been seven months without you and each day is getting harder and harder knowing you will never do all the things I want you to do with me ever again. Not a day goes by when I dont think about you remember us together and end up in floods of tears knowing I can never have what we once had. I know you are watching over us all and sometimes when I am at my lowest somthing will come on the tv, radio or I will remember something which will bring me back to reality. They say you dont miss something until you dont have it anymore and that is oh so true, just one more cuddle, one more kiss one more argument anything would be good, your son is so you and is a real rock a diamond in fact, our daughter is also so you in so many ways and she does things that just remind me so much of you she is struggling without you and I know that she misses all that attention you showed your little princess. I love you so much but the pain hurts so much not having you here with me by my side as you once was, my darling wherever you are sleep tight and be close to me, your baby pie forever xxx